Thank you for teaching us challenge so we may learn hope and faith.
   Thank you for teaching us pain so we may learn to find joy where we couldn't look before.
   Thank you for bringing us love and teaching us love beyond boundaries.
   Thank you for single-handedly changing the way we see the world.
   Thank you for your life so we can celebrate and learn to better embrace our own.

Happy Birthday Sarah. Om Shanti

Dear Sarah,

   I am one of the priviledged people that had the opportunity to be present at your birth. I will never forget the way you looked, the softness of your skin or your smell.  It just didn't seem right that you were so quiet when you looked so perfect. Your little lips reminded me of Snow White's. And you had such pretty blue eyes. I was so honoured to have your mommy ask me to wash and dress you. I feel like I got to bond with you like no one else did and that has helped me let you go. 

   Your mommy was so strong, but I will not forget how her heart broke and your daddy held you so tightly because you are his little girl. Your birth has changed my life forever. You are a precious, precious baby girl and you were created for a reason. 

   Today we should have been welcoming your arrival but God had different plans for your life. Maybe you were too good for this world or God needed you in Heaven. It's true that our children are only lent to us, that's the hard part. So I say a special prayer for your family today, that God would give them an extra measure of strength. 

   Welcome Sarah and thank you for being a special part of my life.

  I love you sunshine, auntie Roxanne

The Loss of My Child
Terralynn Verge

The loss of My child
Left a hole in my heart
A pain that wont leave
While we're apart

The loss of My child
Cannot be explained
I felt dead inside
Things were never the same

I wake up, carry on,
Live day to day
Try to pick up the pieces
Since he's been taken away

He grew in my body
But he lives now in my soul
The love that I feel for him
No one can know

His time may have been short
But it was time spent as one
The Love of a Mother
And her Unborn Son

So take all your advice
And leave it unsaid
I know you mean well
I know what you've read

But the loss of my child
Cannot be explained
Unless you've held a lost child in your arms
And wished them back again

Written In Memory of Kristopher
and all The Moms of Little Angels
In Heaven

There's not a day that passes
That i dont sit & cry
And look to heaven for a reason
But still i don't know why.!

Couldn't He have waited
Another year or two,
Untill you were a little older
And i'd had more time with you.!

Forgive me Lord i then say
All my thoughts are wrong,
There had to be a reason
And i know i must be strong.

You're in the arms of Jesus now
And i know that you'll be fine
But i wish with all my heart
That those arms could be mine.

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Nicole,

I found this picture and all I could think of was that
Sarah and Kristopher Are Together Soaring Through the Clouds of Heaven

A lady on kristopher's website I talk to once told me that she believes that once grieving moms create a bond of friendship here on earth it causes our angels to find each other in heaven so they arent alone.  So there you go our angels are never alone. And neither are we...

GOD'S LITTLEST ANGEL 
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Mommy Daddy and Nathan don't cry for me.
To walk the earth was not meant to be.
I'm in God's house you see.
I watch over you every day.
I know that you love me in a very special way.
You wanted me to be healthy and whole,
So you had to let me go.
You will get to see me every day
As you look at the children who past your way.

I may be the little boy with the dimple in his chin
Or the little girl with the golden curl.
You will know what you did is right Because
When you look in the sky on a clear star filled night,
I will be the star that is shining so bright.
I love you Mommy Daddy and Nathan good night.

God's Lent Child 
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I'll lend you for a while a child of mine, God said,
for you to cherish while he lives, and mourn for when he is dead.
It may be months or even years, a hour or two or three,
but will you till I call him, come look after him for me?
He'll bring you love to gladden you, and should his stay be brief,
you'll have the sweetest memory as solace for your grief,
I can not promise he will stay, since all from earth return,
but loves a lesson taught below, I want this child to learn.
I've looked the wide world over, in search of teachers true,
And from the throngs that crowd life’s lane, I have chosen you!
Now will you give him all your love, nor think your labour vain,
Nor hate me when I came to take this lent child back again?
I fancy that I heard them say 'Dear God, Thy will be done,'
For all the joys this child will bring the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness, we'll love him while we may
And for all the happiness we've ever known, we'll ever grateful stay.
But should the angels call him much sooner than we'd planned
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes, and try to understand.

Daddy:

It must be very difficult
To be a man in grief,
Since "men don't cry" and "men are strong"
No tears can bring relief.

It must be very difficult
To stand up to the test
And field calls, and visitors
So she can get some rest.

They always ask if she's all right
And what she's going through,
But seldom take his hand and ask,
"My friend, but how are you?"

He hears her crying in the night
And thinks his heart will break.
He dries her tears and comforts her,
But "stays strong" for her sake.

It must be very difficult
To start each day anew
And try to be so very brave--
He lost his baby too.

(Eileen Knight Hagemeister)

Image of The Angels
Terralynn Verge

You were made in the image of the angels,
and all that was good up above.
A precious little star in the dark night,
Made with God's care, and with his love.

The day you were born he couldnt lose you,
For you were far to beautiful for earth.
He made a home by his side up in heaven,
You were taken by the hand before birth.

You said,
"I must not go and leave my Mommy!"

God said ,
"There is something that I must let you see.
Can You See that light shining down upon your mother?
She has a part of you for all eternity.
She will soon be in heaven here with you,
Come now lets go prepare her home.
For when the time comes for her to see you again,
She will realize that she was never left alone."

Written by
Terralynn Verge
For Kristopher and all Of Our Little Angels In Heaven

For Princess Sarah Love Kristopher..I know you guys are friends up there in heaven..Kristopher Take Care of Sarah for us.. I Know you will show her how to use her wings..xoxxo